I documented the birth of Cohen, which has changed me as a person.
I remember walking out of the hospital, the morning sky still dark. The air of dawn sang its way, deep into my lungs, filling me with new life. I drove back to the Granger's home where Kesh lay sleeping with the three eldest. My eyes stung and were begging to be closed, just for a little while. Kesh stirred when I arrived. We lay there, on a blow up mattress, softly speaking to each other about what Jeremy and Stacey had been through only hours ago.
The truth is, Kesh was never far from my thoughts. She never is...but that night I couldn't help but think about how soon, this will be us.
And I look forward to the day that it is.
I will rub your back and I will tell you I love you.
I will believe in you, even if you don't.
I'll stay awake with you - all through the night. And when the morning comes, I will hold you, with our little one between us. I'll kiss you and tell you how amazing you are.
Because you are. You're amazing to me.
Keshy wears: Unisex Sheer Jersey Rainbow Stripe T-Shirt in Pastel Rainbow, Interlock Long Skirt in Navy and Unisex Gumboot in Black by American Apparel