My last official booking is this Friday. A special group will be gathering at my home for the Nursery.
Come Friday afternoon, that's it. My focus and attention completely shifts to that which matters most - my family.
The last week or two, I've noticed a few changes in Kesh. She has never been one to complain and her pregnancy has been beautiful but everyday living is a little harder than it used to be. Still though, Kesh is so dignified in her body. So positive about her pregnancy and the birth we both look forward to.
I've noticed that whenever I think about our baby, holding it in my arms, tears sting my eyes. Our baby means so much to me...to us. I'm so grateful for the opportunity to be a father.
A father to a daughter or a son, I'm not sure. There is a small part of me that has felt a daughter but not strongly enough to know we're not having a son. I love waiting to find out. I love that you don't know and that I don't know.
We are settled on a girl's name but still undecided if it's a boy. Maybe we'll just call him 'Boy'. I like that name.
Kesh wears California Fleece Cape in Red and Sheer Rib Long Dress in Navy.